confusing me ~

lol ~
so sudden ~ tat feeling !
ya !
is tat ~ i wanna go home ~
Penang !!! i love u !!!
start to miss my family ~ my lovely dad n mum ~
i miss them a lot ~
secondly is my didi ~
miss too ~ wanna sayang them ~
thirdly, is my bed ~ my room ~ my privacy ~
somemore i miss my frens n my roommates too ~
lastly, i miss my honey ~ honey jean jean ~
haiz ~
so confuse la ~ further further n further confusing ler ~
should i go back ?
i miss penang ~ i miss my family ~ i miss my didi ~ i miss my room n bed ~ i miss my frens ~ but i miss honey too ~
wat should i do ?
gai ~
pening pening now ~