What a word

"word"
In my life, lots of words flew by my ears n some keep inside my heart .. even locked ..
but then, i still a stupid ..
no matter how, i think i m too serious with some words ..
what the hell m i thinking ..
what's wrong if someone say smtg that hurt me ..
y cant i just let it b like ntg happen ..
honestly, i m so stupid n lousy to "close" my thought ..
haiz ..
what a stupid n annoying guy i m ..
i should shut my mouth off n act like ntg happen ..
TAN CHIN CHEW !!! U STUPID !!!